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|Monday, March 2nd, 2015|
|What the hell....
Randomly decided to look at Lj again. Always funny/interesting to read back over the past. I still need to find a way to print out the entries, and maybe comments. It gives me an idea of where I used to be in life and I can see where I've gone.
Wonder if anyone else ever comes back here to check. Current Mood: curious
|Monday, October 8th, 2012|
|Life has changed
It's amazing how life has changed. I want to find a way to print out all of these old journals and comments. I am not the same person I was when I first posted, but it is who I was and how I became the person I am.
I have regrets in life but I would not change where I am today. However, I don't want to forget the past. There are so many good times, and so many hardships, but they are all MY memories and I don't want to lose a single one.
I guess from time to time I still check to see if anyone is still on here. When we used to use this site at least we used to write about life, as opposed to facebook where we give random updates about our days, post pictures, or try to start debates. This seemed a little more real. Or maybe it is because we were young and it was the start of social media. It was a private place where we could write without our families seeing and we could connect to those around us.
If you are still on here hit me up. I miss old friends. Current Mood: nostalgic
|Saturday, October 15th, 2011|
|Is there anybody out there?
Soooooo I stumbled on this account and decided to try and retrieve my password. I finally got it and decided to look through everything. WOW I was a whiney ass person. Not only that but very passive aggressive. I wrote so many things "without names" and it obviously was directed at specific people. Guess this is what we used to do with our days before facebook. At least on LJ you actually wrote what you thought, not just one liners like FB. So...here is to the past. Just curious if anyone else every checks theirs. Current Mood: curious
|Friday, December 16th, 2005|
|I love managers who will work to get you more hours...
So basically this break I have been a huge loser and haven't seen anyone...nope insted I ask the managers if there is anything I can do so I can get more hours....it kinda blows but these bills I've built up are gonna go away faster that way. And who knows, maybe then I'll have money to fly to Pennsylvania with....ummm, yea super tired and rambeling...if anyone wants to chill tell me what night is good and I will not work a million hours then...
later all ( mest is a great bandCollapse ) Current Mood: drained
|Monday, December 12th, 2005|
Hahaha...i can't believed how worried I was...now it's just so fricking funny, the whole thing...man i was so wrong. You know, it is a great feeling when you realized you were scared and worried about something that you should have just been laughing at the whole time!!! Current Mood: satisfied
|Sunday, December 4th, 2005|
|Friday, December 2nd, 2005|
Ummmm.....so i was just caught off gaurd by an e-mail i got....every get one of those from someone you never expected? WFT. kidna weird
|Saturday, November 19th, 2005|
Wow, so I'm updating again...it's kinda weird. I guess I have to start posting these things on my myspace not as well.
Let's see, what's new? Well, of course there is work and school. Heading home for Thanksgiving break and being thrown into finals. That is a lot of stress I might add! Umm...eric just left today after being here for a week. He leaves for Philadalphia (whatever I can't spell or think right now) and he will be gone working there for 4 or 5 months which really sucks but if I can save up the money I will be heading out there sometime. Ummm...like I said freaking out about getting my grades up with all the final crap that is going on. Freaking out cause I can't get a hold of a teacher I need to talk to to get permission for a class....the first class I must take before any of the others in my major. I need that class next quarter otherwise it fucks over my whole plan for getting out of here in 4 years. It's so weird, next quarter I'm finishing my last two required classes then it is full force into my major. God, I can't wait till this crap is over and I can just get out and have a life, i'm so done with school but no, I have 2 more years and 2 quarters to go. I'm excited to get home and see everyone! And hopefully I will have some money to see some good concerts over December break! Well, I think i'm done rambeling for the moment. If anyone wants to chill over the breaks just give me a call or leave me a message. Later Current Mood: bummed
|Thursday, November 10th, 2005|
|Friday, November 4th, 2005|
|Good things have been happening, only to be immediatly followed by shit
Ok so the other day I got a cut on my toe in the shower. Didn't think anything about it then as the day went on I started having trouble walking. I got crutches yesterday and now I have found out my foot is infected, I have to be on antibiotics, I have to keep using crutches and oh yea, I'm not allowed to work, by law. So now I am dealing with this and if it doesn't clear up in a day or two I have to get this nasty shot to stop the spread of the infection. How the hell does one little cut leave me unable to walk and out of work. It is BS!!!! In other news I finished a 5th of Whiskey yesterday with a friend and we still have another for tonight and tomorrows football and nascar games. Kinda fun, keeps my mind off my foot, until I get drunk and decide I can walk on it. Well, that is all for now in my exciting little world. Later Current Mood: aggravated
|Saturday, October 15th, 2005|
Some people need to just fuck off. So life didn't go your way. Get the fuck over it and leave everyone else alone. Some people need to grow up and stop throwing fits like some little dumb ass kid. Like I said FUCK OFF. Current Mood: infuriated
|Tuesday, October 11th, 2005|
|Monday, October 3rd, 2005|
|because i'm trying to fill my time..
: FearGood Traits
: You don't trust easily, and
you're not gullible. People don't get the
chance to take advantage of you.Bad Traits
: You're paranoid. You have to
relax a little, and realize that some things
aren't worth the fear.People see you as
: Paranoid, impatient, and
jumpy. Others don't know why you're so
untrusting, and may deem you as a freak.You're Most Like
: Disappointment. You dread
with the future holds for you. Unlike
disappointment, you haven't experienced much
rejection because you don't take risks.You Need More
: Innocence. Be adventerous,
and explore the world. Keep in mind that you
don't want to be fearless. It just has to be a
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You are a simple person, you're the type of person
that doesn't really care that much about
putting your hair up and gelling it or
something. But that doesn't mean that you don't
like to keep up with trends-- but you usually
just have your own style. You have a group of
friends that you're very tight with, and you
also like to keep other friends outside that
group as well. You are a smart person, which is
why some people look up to you, and you don't
really care what others think of you, you just
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Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by
kindness. Polite andsoft-spoken. Having lots of
ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating,
tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the
best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves
to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative.
Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make
friends. Abiding. Able to show character.
Easilyhurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to
dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows
emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.
Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn. What does your birth month reveal about you? (read memo) brought to you by Quizilla
Sorry about that...i'm just soo....blah Current Mood: anxious
|Monday, September 19th, 2005|
|Well, I guess it is time to get used to the wind again
So, back up at school and it is hella windy. I forgot about that. Let's see, how has this week been?
Well, I moved up eary to "help" the freshmen move in, so i got a single room, eric came up for three days and we just chilled. I worked at a BBQ helping with drinks...next day eric left, I had my first real job night and met my roommate who is from Austria.
Then Patricia invited me over for a good stake dinner and some beer, where i chilled until lateish last night and headed home (don't worry i was good for driving). Passed out now i got lots o' shit to do today, like getting a food handlers permit. Hmmm....why does this not sound like the exciting life?
Anywho, I miss everyone so if you get bored give me a call, and if you are really bored and semi close, come visit! Current Mood: blah
|Wednesday, September 7th, 2005|
|Well, even though I never write I stole this from Lauren.....
Here I am in Colorado again, bored as hell....then it is off to school....which is gonna blow, specailly after this summer. But I know it will be fun too.... ok on to the survey.
End of Summer survey
have you changed this summer 2005? I think I've change a lot. I worked at a law firm this summer so I think I'm more mature, and there have just been a lot of experiences which taught me how to deal with crap, changed people, scary situations, and being really happy with who i am and know there are people who like that too.
spent the night with someone? hmmm....seeing as I pretty much didn't live at home this summer, yea.
drank untill your stomach hurt? Not me, I never drink....ok maybe a little.
laughed until you almost peed your pants? Of course.
vacation? 3 days Cali, Colorado, and Cannnon beach
tanned? STAY OUT OF THE SUN IT'LL GIVE YOU CANCER. ( I know the girls are rolling there eyes now)
went to a camp? HELL NO
swam? Yep, when we went out on the boat.
went to the movies? Hmmm, seeing as I worked there....very rarelly, I HATE THAT PLACE.
gone shopping? Not too much
Had a job? Tried for 40 hours at the theater, and interned 20 hours at a law firm
gotten freakishly bored? For the most part only when i had to be at my house.
have you gotten sun burned yet? Just a little (that's a record).
made a bonfire? I made a little fire
been outside during a lightning storm? Nope but should this week
Been to another state? Yep
been to another country? Canada (oops i forgot to mention that earlier)
changed something about your appearance? Cut my hair really cute and added light bangs
committed a crime/broken the law? Umm....maybe...
gone on a road trip? Ummm not really.
gone to a concert? Yea earlier this summer.
done something with a guy/girl this summer? Lol, no way
had a g/f or b/f and for how long? Yea, almost 6 months
kissed someone? Again what do you think
Been in trouble with the cops/parents? Not too much
had a memorable moment? Many many great ones
had a horrible moment? Yea, about a week ago..poor boonzie
ran from the law? No, but they came over a lot
lied to your parents? I NEVER do that lol
gotton so drunk you forgot what happened? Umm....i think so
smoked weed? ..........
snuck out? Haven't needed to
gone skinny dipping? Yea, once
made new friends? yea, my new family
lost old friends? sorta
missed a friend? Yea
gone on vacation with no parents? Nope
Slept under the stars? Yep
thought about school? Umm...sorta but i try not to... makes me sad
been to the beach? Yea
thought about a special someone? All the time
hoped they thought about you too? Yea
Ummmm...................Hope everyone had a good summer. Now it is back to school, not sure how i feel now, everything is gonna be way different this year, from people changing to making new friends to longing to be home with old good friends. Man, it is times like these I wish I hadn't gotten so attached to everyone in that house. I'm gonna miss you all. Current Mood: lonely
|Tuesday, August 9th, 2005|
|a quick check in....
Hmmm, it's been how long since I was on this damn site? Hella long.
i hope no one has tried to get a hold of me through the computer cause i have been on, literally, 5 times since i've been home.
Life is life. Working as close to sixty hours a week as possible. 40 hours is supposed to be at the movie thearter, but they are dumb and give me like 20, so they are changing that. Then i work 20 at a law firm i got an internship at. it's pretty damn cool.
overall the summer is going well, cept for i haven';t really talked to anyone from school this summer, which is sad. And charlie, sorry we never visited. But yea, summer is going pretty well, but i really don't want it to be over.
K, girls (table you know who) we need to get together before school starts just so we have some summer hang time, give me a call, or i'll try to call you....
ok, so that's that, i'm only on here cause i'm bored, and this isn't helping at all. Current Mood: bored
|Thursday, June 30th, 2005|
Ok, so i'm sitting at home, bored, and decided it was time to update this. Maybe, i don't know how much effort i want to put into this. Just wanted to say i'm alive. Umm...working and chilling. Not seeing as many people as i would like...ok, yea did i mention bored?
Nicole- Ok, so my mom keeps trying to do the Fockers Ash Hole thing, and she can NEVER do it and it just makes me thing that we need to do that again, hope you are having a good summer and we need to chill.
Lauren- Yea, i've so missed the random lauren phrases..people here don't seem to have as much trouble speaking, i miss it lol! gimmie a call when you have time.
Rayna- what am i supposed to say to you? i still see you too much... lol i kid i kid. Ummm..yea, but i think i say what i need when i seee you so....oh I promise i will chill with you and elyse again soon.
Charlie- I swear i'm gonna try to get a group of people up there soon. How's your summer? I had the typical reaction when i said something about my frined charlie brown..the whole "is that his real name". hope your summer is good and hope to hear from you.
Lisa- How's summer. I don't know if i am still lagging on the phone thing...i did call you back..right? hope so!
Bryan- Ok haven't talked to you for so long but sometime this summer we have to hang out...sounds like you are having a fun summer, hope to hear from you too.
ok, sorry that was mostly for my central buddies. i will talk to everyone else later Current Mood: bouncy
|Monday, June 13th, 2005|
|Back to civilization
So yea, I'm finally back from school...for good...or until the end of September. Exciting I know. Now I get to start working and making some money...wahoo.
Things have been pretty good since i've been back. Tired as heck though.
Tomorrow is.... My Birthday! I guess I'm excited. I was planning on going to Canada with some people from school and a few others....but that isn't going to work cause mommy is taking me to a late stake dinner. Which still rocks. Sorry to those of you who were gonna go. But we have all summer, right.
Ok, so i'm gonna go eat, or do chores, or crash for a while....sleep sounds good....the sun makes you tired.
Later Current Mood: tired
|Friday, June 10th, 2005|
Ok, so i just got done with my final project!!! So all i have tomorrow is my last final then i'm getting the hell out of here! I'm so excited. I just talked to paradie and i get to see her tomorrow. The last things i have to do is check out of the room and pack up my car....sound like fun...ok...going now Current Mood: accomplished
|Wednesday, June 8th, 2005|
Your Evanescence song is: Everybody's Fool
There was a person you once knew so well and
loved him/her for who she was (can be platonic
love too). But then you figured out it was all
a lie, the person only pretends and hides
behind a mask of perfection. You are now angry
that you fell for it all and are bitter towards
her/him. You feel like you've been betrayed and
probably won't forgive her/him anytime soon.
You don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled What Evanescence song are you?[many outcomes + wonderful pictures] brought to you by Quizilla
You Are a Perfect Lay!
All sorts of guys long to hook up with you, but your standards are set high.
You don't just give it up to anyone, but when you do...they can't get enough of you!
You have a knack for pleasing and receiving, and sex with you is never boring.
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My life is rated MA.
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